User Profile

First things first. I don't belong here. I should have been born into something simpler, something less complicated. I should have lived long before my time, when my future would have been simple to define and secure, something tangible. I wish I didn't always know better, because then I wouldn't always fuck it up. But since that's all something I'm simply unable to change...

I love everything associated with Winter, except how lonely it feels at 5:00 pm when it's dark as midnight. I'm content to stay in at night and read a book because that seems to be where I fit best. When I'm older, I want lots of children, because that's the only thing that I can think of that will make me fufilled. And no matter what anyone says, I'm going to make it, if only just to spite anyone who's ever held me down.

I could say that I'm a good friend, sister, and daughter, but I'm not sure any more. All I know is that I'm doing the best I can given what's been laid before me, even if those around me can't see that. I like moving foward. The past is a terrible, terrible thing to dwell on.

Theater is my everything, because that's the only thing that makes me feel whole and it's the only place where I'm safe from all the stupidity that comes along with being 16.. That's the whole point though, right? To be someone you're not, and not feel guilty while doing it.

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